I know you mean no harm and that yo are a loving person , disillusioned by religious fanatics. But God is Love and absolutely not religious like mankind
I feel I have perhaps gone further along the difficult paths of life than you and want you to get back to the place where you do not state you love God but you really do love him.
Forget about all the unexplainable things in the Bible and soak up the words of life which is Jesus Christ.
Jesus is not a liar and you can trust his words
Read the book of John the Divine, just read that again, I want you to especially read the whole chapter 17 of that book and you will see how much Jesus really loves you and me.