Re: question for Sara - edit
oops, I did not know that. Well I was in one of my crazy moods and saw the post. Really I like them but being in Jordan everything sounds great. I don't think I would trust Walmart for organic oranges though.
I was sick for years and years. A lot was childhood abuse to so these things are deep routed and not easily treated. I find it is difficult to find people who really understand the sickness opposed to the illness. Your mom has many heartaches so the past is a problem and she is trying to deal with a almost hopeless disease so for her to get past the anger of the illness might seem insermountable (spelling not my best).
So most men are not lets say tender enough to understand the emotional side of things. So I hope she has someone to comfort her. It was so scary for me and people just did not understand that I was going crazy and I did not know how to stop it. so you feel like you are dying and what the heck, why not eat everything you want. I had to get angry before I got better. I just wanted to scream. I was lucky I had enough money to buy the fruits I needed. Ah ha, I too am a lover of barefoot. Follow many of his practices. So I became a fruitarian with some greens and it saved my life. But now I am not a fruitarian and more greens involved. Now something new I am doing and it is helping greatly is to take the rind of pomegrante and drying in the sun and grinding the skins in a blender and placing the powder in caps. It is a great dewormer and it is perfect for any fungus problems you have. The coating on my tongue turned bright pink. You know tongue is the mirror of the body.
Lord, today was Eid and I go visit friends and they force you to eat their crap and you come home and feel sick. I really get to the point I don't want to visit people.
Now food is everyones downside. So the grapeseed alone is not near enough. I was talking to one woman today and she is trying to hide her husbands' illness not realizing I can see her husbands illness. I try to convince her what she needs to do but as a good wife does she is covering up the problem. You can look in his eyes and see he is sick. What do they do, they go to pharmacies. Pure death traps.
Well good luck with your mom, I know it is not easy but it is something you must do or get someone to help. I believe this will bring you much reward and yes here I go again preaching. Your mom is your footstep to heaven so treat her gently and god will treat you gently.
SARA