Oh what a beautiful day, o what a beautiful morning, everything going my way. Isn't this the way we look at life. No, what do you mean no. I do. When my husband died, I was happy. Why was I happy? Because God loved him so much that he called him home. When I got sick, I was happy? Why because God wanted me to be pure as white with no sins. As illness wipes away sins. When I have problems, I am happy. Why because I am being tested by Allah, the most generous, so I can achieve the next step in my life.
If we look at every test as a blessing instead of a burden we will be successful. My heart feels so happy and without burden today. I feel happy that I have a really good and I mean good forum and I feel happy that I can talk to you guys just the way I am. Take a closer walk with me, that is what we sang in church, remember guys. How can we get closer to family, friends and God. To understand the heart. If we take one step towards God he will take 2 steps closer to you. If you take one foot closer to God, he will take 2 feet closer to you. Isn't that is what it is all about. Some question the ability to forgive and I forgive unconditionally. I don't forget the pain but I forgive. I don't hold hatred in my heart as it is self defeating. I have forgiven some of the people who treated me the worse, who treated my religion the worse and yes even those who killed my cats and others closer to me. How can we ask God to forgive us when we don't forgive others.
So when I have a great day, it is because my heart is clean. Sins are like leaves on a tree. The more leaves you have the more sins you have. So the ideal is to get rid of sins. So think before you talk. I have to admit that sometimes I am quick to anger but then I regret my words but it is too late, the damage is done. Think before we talk because then we have to ask God for forgiveness and he forgives over and over. Arn't we so lucky.
Blessings from God is like a beam from heaven. It starts at one point and it come down around us like a triangle. A triangel of love from our creator. Now if we step out of that beam into evil sins we loose the time to be beamed, sort of. So when we go to bed at night, would God, say "Well done Sara, well done." This is what I aim for. This is why my forum is a happy place. No place for arrogant, egotistical people. But a place to sit down on the ground and pick daisies. Oh such a dream I had of peace and harmony.
I find most bullies are unhappy people who want us to subcome to thier ways but it is not in this life. You have to be yourself and you will survive. When my heart feels happy and wonderful, I feel like I am flying and with many good things ahead. I have hope, I have health and most of all I have faith. Faith in tomorrow, faith in my creator and faith in you my loyal friends. This forum has grown by leaps and bounds and it is wonderful to see us how we have prospered from each others company. We have been together for 25 days now and it is Christmas. We are opening packages together and I feel happy. As we all sit around the tree of happiness and I am on the ground with my family and all the gifts are being brought to me, I feel happy and free. Free to be who Sara really is not who many want her to be.
My neighbor told a friend, sit down and talk to Sara she is different. I laughed so hard and told her ,"Yeah, thank God I am different." I became a top real estate agent because I was different. No one wants to hear the same ole story again and again. So welcome to my forum because Sara is different. As one of our loyal following stated. I want to live in a "Pollyana ish world" Different in a good way, because I did not fit into a certain mold, different because she is independent and strives to do the impossible. Different because there is no one who cares more and different because she survived. Yeah, not like most who stay sick, bitter and deprived. I am blessed, blessed, and blessed.
Thank you my friends for sticking with me and being my friends. Thank you my new friends for being different with me.