Energy

I have crystals that I don't use anymore. I seemed to have quit practicing everything, because of a bad experience. I had books on crystals.
I put a masculine crystal (clear) under my pillow to see if I would get psychic dreams. I had the worst presence in my bedroom, that it woke me up and was afraid to go to sleep for the rest of the night. This was in the '80's
I had cleaned it with Sea Salt as instructed, but my other book said that I was supposed to use a feminine(cloudy white) and a masculine crystal together, to balance the energy.
I believe crystals have energy,crystals also enhance energy that is already there, that is why you have to clean them before you use them, so that the positive energy is enhanced, instead of the negative.
One way to test the crystal power, is to clap your hands and rub circular and fast, to awaken your energy, then move the crystal along the palm of your hands about half and inch or an inch away, and you will feel the energy exchange.

About people who have bad energy that follow them around. They need a psychic scraping. I shouldn't get into it, I had another book about police who hire psychics to find criminals or bodies. In this case, she cleans her own energy by scraping, but she leaves the bad energy on the ring or whatever item she has, and when she holds it she get visions of where, whoever is.
I have a lot of guilt, because I studied all this, but I believe in the bible, and shouldn't be playing around with energy. Should I? A lot of what we call Science now, was considered witchcraft in the 16,17 or 1800's, and is now common knowledge. I need some reassurrance. Tweet