Hey give your name I don’t like communicating with #1221
I am also a manic depressive of the most severe kind; I will discuss this with via PM or by my email mcdougall.alan@yahoo.com
Mania can lead to unspeakable fear and bizarre experiences that they simply defy descriiption
All this Catholic and Christian fundamentalist dogma angers me even disgusts me.
I have had a NDE the only thing remotely like judgment is the Life Review, where you are encouraged to do better the next time around
But you realize that while extremely manic you become very very psychic, other realities or dimensions open up and you become one and observe everything from the perception of God
Those voices are not due to psychosis but are you are hearing from other realities.
When you come back to “Normal” you forget most of what you heard or saw while manic much to our frustration.
While in the manic state for instance I became completely telepathic, my mind filled with a cacophony of voices from other people, even my dog.
The problem with me is that I could not control myself. The biblical prophets were all manics
We can talk more if what I said resonates with you.
Dont worry
man!! God gave you your sex drive, how can he then say you sin by using it