feelings...
something inside me wants to scream...
i can literally feel it twisting my gut...
something repulsive... and horribly... mean...
i am up against something that is kicking my but...
why am i disturbed... if this world is all good...
if it is truly... a wonderful day in my neighborhood...
it's a feeling that grips me... that i am unable to shake...
like something horrible is coming... i seem caught in it's wake...
as i return to my source... i am suddenly set free...
for i know that my solace... lies deeper in me...
"let go and let God" rings loud in my ears...
bringing me peace... belaying all fears...
events in this world... are not as i wish them to be...
yet the torment i feel... arises from me...
i simply let go... total free fall...
that's all i need do... to know...
each moment of life...
"IS" truly a ball...
lol...
;-)