Betrayed and Forgivness

I was betrayed by a boss after over 20 years of service. I did no wrong. It happened in an instant. No coworkers, friends, familiar place I go to everyday. Lost my office and personal surroundings with the flick of his fingers. He remains. I stuggled. My days were dazed. I awoke everyday filled with bewilderment as to how this happened? My days were felt with loss and uncertainty. The epiphany - One morning I awoke within the last 30 seconds of sleep filled with hatred. I lay in bed thinking how profound that even in my sleep this envaded me. I knew this was hurting my health and was determined to not let it in. I thought of my feelings - hurt, anger, hatred, and thought about his emotions and all I could come up with was - Nothing. He felt Nothing. He had to, otherwise he would spiritually die. I got that. Forgiveness? No. I don't like the word. This is simply an experience that is simply PASSING THROUGH ME.... Tweet