Geez, those are some harsh replies! I'm sorry you are suffering. I too suffer from a bunch of things that don't interest doctors. I think they care when you're near-death, and you can't really get them to care until then.
I wonder if you have considered any alternative modalities, like acupuncture or ayurveda. I think that stuff can be very helpful when regular medicine isn't really 'speaking your language'.
With my own stuff, I stay focused on appreciating what is right with me, and with not letting my health concerns get way out of scale. Sending you peace and happiness.