wow! what a great story! thanks so much for sharing this.
have you ever read the book "love, miracles and medicine" by bernie siegel? its FANTASTIC and has many stories like this. he is a doctor who treated terminal cancer patients and learned what frames of mind and heart would lead to miraculous healings and what emotional states would ensure death. its just filled with amazing stories. i think yowould love it.
the lesson here is so important - do what you REALLY REALLY REALLY want to do in life! if you dont you will suffer.