Day 22 of my water fast-I am bored and stressed.

On day 21 and I really don't know how much longer I can go on. I still don't have any hunger, but it is the emotional part that is really getting to me. I have lost my sense of peace that I was enjoying. And I just mull around like I don't know what I am doing.

It has to do with Person A. and Person B. I heard from Person A today and I was almost crying, hearing his voice. He said “don't cry on me, you will make me cry too.” I couldn't help it. I didn't think I missed him that much. God please help me with this!!! I will have to make a decision and one of the guys, which one I love dearly and the other I am just starting to like, will get hurt from my decision.

I just really want to hop in my car and drive away and never come back, but I am not one to run from my problems. It is just the major decision to move out of town and start a more productive relationship with Person A because we will be living in the same town or stay where I am and start a new life with Person B.

My throat feels dry all the time and my tongue is so yucky and I have to brush my teeth all the time. It is the hardest part of my fast is the bad taste in my mouth.

I have been sleeping good and usually waking up around 4:00 a.m. And then dozing off again around 5 or so. But I am not tired anymore. If I do something really strenuous, I get dizzy and have to slow down, but I don't have to sleep as often as I was at the beginning on my fast.

My blemishes are still popping out here and there on my back, but not as bad as I remember last time.

I have lost some more weight, but I really don't know what, because I refuse to get on the scales to look. I just know my size 7 pants are not longer right and are a bit roomer then they were. It is just nice not to feel so squeezed in my Khakis anymore.

I am still walking a lot. I have walked 7783 steps which is 77% of my goal. I walked 113% of my goal yesterday. I still haven't figured out to change back the Km to miles and some how it is back on Km again. So I don't know the mileage.

I am still burning fat and my ketones are still high, about 80 mg. I noticed when I went to the restroom this afternoon that I had sediment in the bottom of the toliet. It almost looked like sand but it was very fine and not much of it, but it was noticeable.

Has anyone had that happened before? I have fasted 55 days before and that has never happened to me.