Wow!

Thank you for such a lovely post. It was very encouraging for me. Since no one knows that I am fasting but people on the curezone and God, it is hard at times for me. I am only human and the flesh is weak.

Fasting is never easy, and it is much harder when you do it alone. God has been my encourgement, because it is because of Him that I am fasting. I was losing touch with what meant the most to me: God. It was always about what I want, what I want, what I am want or what about me?. In my fast, God broke the stubbornness, and still is, within me so that He might work with me easier. And just lay it all down to the Lord and let him take over.

With fasting, God is showing me the flaws in my life that I need to clean up. He is helping me put my "house" in order physical, mentally and emotionally. I need that healing more then anything right now. That is why He urged me to fast on it.

Faith is a blind walk. It is like walking blindfolded and trusting God to guide you along the way. I have strong faith in various areas in my life, but right now the place of the heart is hard to give up. I have been hurt so much that I didn't have faith that my heart could be healed and that someone could just love me for who I am, not what I could be or what I was before it all. Just accept me for who I am. It is so very hard. And on Sunday, I will be taking a blind leap of faith that God will catch me if I fall on my face.

Person B might understand. He mentioned that his mother fasted, prayed and guided him to the Lord, when he was younger so he is aware of fasting. He is a born again Christian like I am, so he will fully understand the rammafacations of fasting for the Lord and he will then know how serious I am about trying to go forward this budding friendship, no matter how hard it is for me. It is just that I never share my fasting periods with anyone. It is just between me and God. Writing about them here just helps me keep my mouth shut when I really want to vent, to share and to rejoice about how my fast is going.

Thank you so much for such a wonderful comment. It made me feel no matter, I feel at times I say too much in my posts, I am still able to inspire and help others, when I didn't even know it. It meant a lot to me. Thank you again.