Gosh I enjoy reading you blog or whatever else you could call it. I've been pretty good on my fast aswell. Its weird how now I can just smell food and be satisfied from that(Yesterday I opened up a bottle of ranch just to smeel it because it was taunting me0. I havent been really hungry, but I do miss the taste of food, which goes to show that I normally dont eat to satisfy my hunger but just for the enjoyment. But yeah like you said, it's weird how when your fasting smells become so much stronger, i was able to smell by brother eating eating an orero from about 15 feet away. Well it's good to hear that you have more energy than before, you will definitely need it with your 2 jobs.
Again I'm not sure whay to tell you about your whole guy situation, but I guess you should just listen to your heart. It will lead you to the right choice.