Very hard to find the right words to say Hopinso - sounds like you went into Alfred Hitchcock territory - OMG - terrifying to get hurt by people that are supposed to help you.
I can say that I have seen "Wanted" posts for you - people do miss you and your invaluable advise.
Wish I had enough knowledge to make suggestions regarding your current state of health, but have no fear that many of the archangels here at CZ will have thoughts for you....
It is great to hear you are back - and hope to hear that you found a way to get back to fighting mode....
You are a true inspiration.... I will have you in my prayers. And many kisses to your lovely family (dogs).