The supplement 5-HTP can help your body balance serotonin levels and act as a mood enhancer. St. John's Wort can help you have a sense of well being. However, you should not want to be drugged. You need to be alert and aware of what is going on in your body. There is no reason to be scared. It is a gross subject, but an important one. I mean I was totally grossed out when I passed the 18 inch tapeworm and flushed it immediately. Right after I regretted my action, I wished I had saved that critter just to show what can live inside us and destroy our health. Try to turn your obsessions into positive affirmations like "my body is becoming cleaner and healthier everyday". Or " my body does not need parasites and will expell what it does not need, I am keeping it clean and healthy".