I Stand Alone

Since white man tore into the world of the American Indian, desecrating his land, abducting and punishing his children, attacking his beliefs, values and way of life, attempting to douse out the flames of his very Spirit, there has been nothing but a downward spiral for many American Indians to this very day. Early in life I was drawn to the American indian culture and though I have no tribe, no belonging anywhere., My Spirit too has suffered much due to the oppressive laws and limited outlook of white mans arrogant all consuming beaureaucratic regime. After years of extreme stress and fear attempting to avoid the 'system' I now find myself precariously balanced on the edge of a disasterous clash with the ' authorities'. I am an Outsider, except for my only friend who now lies dying, I strictly avoid human contact. I have commited no crimes and broken no laws. Yet circumstances now find me living in a totally isolated dwelling in fear of at best starving to death, and, due to their laws, I may even lose my home altogether. Though born here in the U.K, issues of ID now threaten my very existance. I have approached solicitors but they ignore my emails. Added to this, I was once told by a medium/sensitive that I have a particularly nasty, powerful, ( The medium was afraid ! ) and clever entity trying to destroy me.( I do believe this entity influences people in various ways against me ) I am quietly 'different' yet am in surprise and shock at the amount of social ridicule and harrassment my presence provokes. Where once I was sweet natured and out going , the constant attack upon my spirit has left me permanently depressed, ill and fiercly angry. I abhore this whole 'human' experience, and have lost any respect that I once had for the Light. I have no saviour, no god or spiritual path to follow, and I TRUST NO - ONE. If anyone can identify with what I'm going through or can heal my friend. Please send me a Personal Message. Thank you. Tweet