What an inspiration you are to people...I know that it must be really scary to be going through what you are going through right now. I had a friend who cured herself of breast cancer a number of years ago; she was 35 at the time and had small children. She refused the traditional treatment offered by the hospital except for having the breast removed and than she went on to the Gerson Therapy which involved drinking huge amounts of carrot and green juices and restricting her diet, she also had to have a number of Coffee enema's a day. This was to put nutrients in and get toxins out. I remember her telling me that when she told her GP that she was not going to have the chemo and radiation, the doctor said I really think that you need to think about your children, as if she had not been doing this every minute of every day and as if she was just some stupid fool who wanted to die. She had in fact researched all there was to on breast cancer and had from the statistic she found decided that the treatment she was going to follow would give her the best possible chance.
It is amazing that there is a social attitude that people are just expected to trust doctor's with out question, that we are expected to hand are bodies over to them and let go of any responsibility to heal ourselves.
Good Luck to you....what ever you decided to do !!