Re: a little? confused... -oops: Way to long post!

sounds as though you have been thinking "small", if anything. For example, why would they not think of you right away? Could it be because you lacked complete confidence in your *deservedness*?If so, why? I'm not saying you did--just asking.

One other thing to consider is "karma" yes!
too bad we don't have a flashing light effect--
then we'd be so able to find humour in it all.

(it might help to read the other posts of mine tonight)


bottom line, I wouldn't angst over over-thinking it"
nor would I over-think it!!!

Best thing: to focus on the good--Maybe
there was some karma and it's balanced now--who knows?

that's why I always think, best orientation is this one:
focus on the Divine, appreciate all blessings -even those not seen.

Wish all the good one accumulates
will be extended to others--

not in some strategizing way--but because
you KNOW
we are all ONE.

and then,

as they say:

Love God
and do what thou wilt!

seriously.