I lost my mother over eleven years ago, she was my sanctuary, my best friend and the best mother one could have. The grief was unbearable. It took a long time for the sun to come out in my world after that. To top it off the world just seems to kick you when you are down. It takes a long time to get over something like that. I will pray for you, and everyone else on curezone tonight, so many of us seem to be crying lately (me included).