Re: Message To PTree

Dear PTree, I wish I had something more concrete to offer you, but I want to know I will be praying for you. I spent this morning contemplating suicide because I am so over whelmed by pain, illness, poverty and loneliness. I am at the point of feeling there is no way out anymore. Then I read your story and realize I at least have a roof over my head, although the bank may try to get it soon if I don't get my income tax refund so I can pay on the mortgage. I do have a job and do not have to deal with abuse.

I admit to being very confused at some of the things that have happened since you "left" Curezone and then re-emerged in different personas. Still the dear lady known as PTree has always been a good friend and supporter. It sounds like you have been through a hell that very few of us can even begin to imagine. I pray that you will soon find the answers and the means to support yourself independently. I pray you will find peace in your mind, soul and body. I pray that all those on Curezone who thrive on trashing people when they are down will have the simple decency to leave you alone as you struggle to regain your life. Finally, I pray that this nightmare will soon end and you will emerge stronger and wiser and will be able to use it as a tool with your precious gift to reach out and help others in need. Tweet