Re: and deep down belly laughter...

I was sent this... I think it reminds me of what you say;

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When You came to heaven and returned to this earth have you done that more than once?"

In this body, I have died only once... but I remember the muderous pilot I was(or the 3D memory I borrowed) in the last life I remember. The 3D image of a person much like myself shot down american bombers during World War II. He had exceptional far vision and could shoot with accuracy from beyond the range of vision of the gunners. He had killed so many young men... and he was so in love with flying...that he killed and killed and killed... but he became sick of the killing... In the end, he was jumped by American fighters out of the sun from the right...
and as the bullets ripped through the right and behind...into his chest he said in a loose translation of German...."Good" "It is through" and he died.

I was a pilot and a soldier before I died in this life... I would kill the whole world to fly... Returning to my body after my NDE...Today... I fly in my dreams on angels wings...and I do not desire to kill anyone anymore... Killing others is putting out a light in ourselves... a form of suicide... Hmm... This is why I had to live this life... This German pilot...only had conscious in the end... I was given the gift of dying and returning again...so I could live out the life of that soul with same disgust for killing that the pilot had for war and killing... and living with a desire to fly airplanes...only not flying them... anymore... Flying airplanes to me is like heroin or liquor to a drunk... What would I do to get back in... who would I kill... would I become a killer again... I don't see myself flying airplanes again but it may occur... maybe like abraham and sarah...and the baby that launched two now three races of people who pit their lives on against another... or perhaps it will be a reconciliation to fly again... I do not know... but I do still fly in my dreams...

I don't know if that answered your question... but I am still here... burning in flesh again... but when I stood in line to come back to earth from heaven..... I felt as if I done this(standing in line and returning to earth thing) many times before. I hope that I have finished the falling... and next time round I will walk out of heaven into a new earth.... It seems like it is here waiting... With angels guarding its gates... waitng only for us to throw off the shackles of huger and thirst... for things that die... I can almost touch it... in the morning... Laughter seems to be the gate... naked before God and man.... jumping in the river of life...joyously.....

Love & Light
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