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I have been thinking about your post these last few days. The blockage that slows us is indeed a lack of forgiveness for ourselves and others. We are really close to the change right now. It will be somewhat traumatic for some though...like being born is for those little ones who refuse to leave their mother's womb... but this lesser vessel we live in now... it just a cocoon for this hard world... Take all the love you can from this world into the next. Holding on to self judgment and hardness of heart for others will make for a still birth... but don't worry too much about it though... There is no wrong way to move on to the new earth... It is just that you will want to get as much of you as you can into the 5th world. If you hold bitterness like a treasure...then that treasure will surely die. If you judge yourself then that judgment will die. If your pain is your secret friend then your friend will die... but that is not all of you...you are much more than the secret hidden darknesses that stick to you as witnesses of your un-love and your un-forgiveness. These witnesses are not permitted into the river of life... Clinging to those dark things will not stop you from entering in but it may slow you down... breathe in the bitterness and exhale it... and never breathe it in again... in this way we will begin to see each other... our heads popping up... swimming along...singing a new song...
I think the reason why my NDE fast forwarded past my own weaknesses is that I don't hold grudges. I never have. I am not saying I never judge. I just like to let go of those judgments quickly. I think it is a character flaw at times but inside of that place of forgiveness is where we get drawn toward the light... each layer in our onion of un-forgiveness... that we shed... draws us higher and higher... until
with every layer of the onion released... there is nothing there but the orb of pure light that we are... Letting go of every layer of judgment... we dance naked in the river of life... and we are not ashamed... As our heads popped up in the new earth we will inhale a different kind of air... Our lungs filled... we will exhale love... in a place where there is no death... the time is drawing near...
May love like a river flow through you,
rudi