Since you want to share personal emails...

Words shared with me when I had signed off of CZ  because of discordant energies that affected me deeply.  I choose to accept the good and gracious nature of the truth of PTree that filters in and not the bitterness of illusion .   I choose to retain what I learned about freely expressing during our communication.  I also choose to see you as your own smile that is etched from our very first meeting.  I choose to thank you for being one of the beautiful souls that allowed me to open up and express myself.  I thank you for the motivation you unknowingly provided and I again encourage you to write that book that is within you..I hope that your own inner medicine can be a healing salve.

Pranams

A.  

I was surprised to read your email that you thought you were helped
yourself more than you helped others. I, for one, learned a
tremendous amount from you...and also from the interactions between
you and Janaki! You shared some amazing experiences about yourself,
and displayed such a tremendous sense of play and creativity!!!
There were times that I actually felt jealous because you were able
to exchange such fantastic posts with Tracey, Janaki and others...and
I wanted to play too, but I often felt that you were light-years
ahead of me! My old Daoist teacher told me that sometimes the best
gift or help you can give another is a sincere smile! Aye, your
beautiful energy and postive messages (even the silly ones, or the
ones that made no sense to most outsiders except you and Janaki) were
a tremendous contribution to CureZone...or at least to me! You
smiled with your words, Aye, and made me laugh out loud many
times...and THAT is very powerful medicine!!!