Hi Muttgirl. Right now you need to find a feeling that makes you feel BETTER on the emotional scale. RELIEF is what you have to look for. You cannot go from beinghurt, angry, or jealous to feeling at ease and happily focusing on your perfect mate. It is normal to feel the way you do RIGHT NOW. You will be fine and yes, you will find a wonderful man who will be faithful and all the other things you are looking for in a man.
I just made a list myself with all the qualities I am looking for in my perfect mate. From looks, to personality to life style.
I am going to look for the post of the emotional guidance scale and edit this post in a minute.