Re: fasting update
Hi Lauray,
I agree with the other reply... take a deep breath and relax into all of this. Stop beating yourself up for where you are. Accept that you will always be exactly where you are meant to be, and don't compare yourself with anyone else. Everyone grows and progresses at their own rate.
That said, I commend you for your 36- hour fasts. I'm only doing my very first fast, and it sure takes commitment. If you haven't seen my blog, I'm on day 7 now (will post today's comments later tonight.) I'm having a great time with it so far, no problems so far, except for one temper tantrum. And that may have been due in part to my period which I got on day 1 of the fast.
I'm studying holistic nutrition and would love to be able to use what I've learned so far to help someone. If you're interested, I do know quite a bit already, and am available to support you through your fast. Where on the West Coast did you move? I'm in LA.
Anyhow, don't make this such a headache for yourself. If you're being guided to do a fast, just listen to your inner voice. Get quiet and ask your higher self what is best for you to do right now. That is how I came to start my fast, and I think we all contain the wisdom we are searching for, we just don't have enough trust in ourselves.
I'm here for ya,
Karmabytz