LOL - You say you "always miss the excitement"! I forgive you. LOL. I'm sure you can imagine, it was rather a different story for me. Reading LuckyLoupy's post was very, very upsetting for me and I have found it very difficult to cope with over the last few days.
With regards to what you say in your post, you really have followed my story and understand why I would want to shout it from the rooftops. It's been a long road for me. Your response has certainly made a difference to me.