Wanting to move up the "AIDS Stick" (excerpt by Abraham)

Wanting to move up the "AIDS Stick"

Question: I would like your help to find a better feeling place about my health.
I was diagnosed with HIV ten years ago, and I was diagnosed with AIDS six years ago. I look healthy. Lab results say that I've taken enormous amounts of medicines that caused effects that have made me change to other medicines. And right now they're "working." However they've created some physical damage, and I have pain -- enough that it's a Vibrational Stick that keeps coming up. I would like to move up that Stick. But the only way I can picture what I'm wanting is to say, I'm wanting to not have this.

Abraham: Well, that is not such a bad state of being. We want to give you a basis of understanding that will give you an amount of freedom that will surprise you.

Everything is vibrational. And it's rather easy to find your vibrational place on most subjects. So when you pick up the Stick that says "my physical well-being," your vibration is usually predominantly about the reality that you are living. As you find yourself vibrating in a place that does not feel good to you, and you feel the discomfort of the physical manifestation, we know that sometimes it seems like a harder place to shift from. But it is actually much easier, for this reason:

You can't just say to someone, "That would be a good way for you to vibrate. Vibrate that way." If we could zap you with that sort of thing, we would have done it long ago. But there is no assertion; there is only Law of Attraction. Each of you, as powerful consciousnesses, must find your vibrational niche, and then the Universe will respond to it. But you are responsible for offering the vibration.

You have some choices. You can offer your vibration based upon what you are living, or you can offer your vibration based upon what you are conjuring. In either case, the Universe will take you at your vibrational word and will respond to it. But then we hear our physical friends say, "But, Abraham, this is how it is. Therefore, this is the basis of my vibration." And we say, it doesn't need to be. How it is can tell you clearly what you do not want, which will give you a natural association with what you do want. Now, what do we mean by that?

So we said to some people, "Find the feeling of security. Find the feeling of financial security or physical security. Find that feeling of security." They could not find it. So then we said, "Then find your feeling of insecurity." They all went right there. They could feel the feeling of insecurity. And then we said, "Now imagine relief from that." And in reaching for the feeling of relief from the insecurity, they felt a dose of well-being.

The Cells of Your Body Are Consciousness
They Know Exactly How To Find Balance Within Your Body

Reach for relief of that oppressive feeling of fear, and in the feeling of relief, you begin to move up the Vibrational Stick. This is the way contrast helps you to mold Energy. The cells of your body are consciousness, and they know exactly what to do to find balance within your body. Each one of them, on behalf of itself, not on behalf of you, (your cells are selfish too) each of your cells are selfishly reaching for the Energy of Well-being. And just like everything else in the Universe, as those cells ask -- just like whenever anything asks -- Non-physical Energy answers.
So why aren't your cells coming into perfect balance? Because you, the conscious overseer, in your worry, are causing a vibration that keeps their transmission from working. They are still asking, Non-physical is still answering, but your worry is causing a sort of static that is in the way.

Rather than thinking in terms of what you need to do or the worthiness of your being or what you need to do in order to allow wellness, start thinking about the cells of your body that already know what to do -- and you make a decision to get out of their way. This means, if we were standing in your physical shoes, we wouldn't keep picking this Stick up. We would not work so hard about this subject. We would get distracted. We would find some other things that are interesting to us, and we would turn our full attention toward those other things, whether it is a relationship, or a hobby, or a business enterprise... We would do anything and everything we could do to find something else to think predominantly about. And when we did think about our physical body, the thing that we would keep washing over and over in our mind would be: The cells of my body know what to do. And they're not feeling guilty. They're not feeling controverted. They're not feeling unworthy. They are cells knowing exactly what to do. And if I can keep my worrisome, guilt-ridden, unworthy, troubled self out of the way, they'll all do just fine!

Sickness Is Not Because Cells Turned Bad.
Sickness Is Because Cells Are Not Being Allowed Full Energy Response.

Everything is vibrational. The cells of your body are vibrational. You are an electronic being. Your wellness is about the transfer of Energy, (not different from electricity) from Universal Source to you on a cellular basis. You have many Energy points within your body. Sickness is not because cells have turned bad. Sickness is because cells are not being allowed the fullness of the Energy response. It's sort of like an electrical short.
Mending a physical body is the simplest thing in the Universe, because the cells are eager to transmit and receive. Universal Energy, or God Force, is eager to transmit and receive. And if the consciousness involved, which is the personality that you know as you, is in an open and receiving way, then those responses can be restored in the moment -- in this moment!

People tend to think that illnesses are progressive: Something goes wrong, and then the sickness just becomes more and more and more. That is not what is happening. What is happening is: the sickness calls attention to something that causes more contradiction or more resistance in the frequency. It is just in the moment.

You could be diagnosed with every deadly disease known to man -- but you could be lying in your bed in a state of utter allowance, and allow the Energy of Source to flow through to the cells of your body -- and you would have an instant healing! It is not about the body needing to rebuild. It's about opening the vibrational circuits. That is all that it is.

The Only Reason Medicine Works
Question: I still have a feeling that I'm going to do something wrong, make a wrong choice, and not get there... The next time they tell me I have to change medicines...

Abraham: Well, do whatever (medical changes) they encourage you to do, if it makes you feel better. All of that is irrelevant. In other words, go through all of those motions because it's easier for you to go through those motions than not. You can't make a wrong choice there. You see, the only reason any of that stuff works, anyway, is because they tell you it might, and in your hope you open the circuit. And then, after a few people croak from it anyway, then they say, "Whoops, we made a mistake. It's not really working." And then, you close the circuit. And then, somebody comes up with something else, they say, "This might work." And you say, "Oh good," and you open the circuit. And then a few people croak anyway, and they say, "Well, this isn't working very well," so you close the circuit. And that is why it is always something new, always something new. And all of that is fine.

The only reason medicine works at all: The disease gives you a rocket of desire beyond anything you've ever felt before, no matter what the disease is. Having it makes you want something else. And so, right away that desire begins summoning resources in order to soothe whatever it is that you are not wanting -- or to satisfy whatever it is that you are wanting. Then, what happens with the medicine is: You have a desire with a belief that doesn't match it, and then someone comes along with a bottle or a pill or a process, and they say to you, "This will get you to where you want to be." And so, for a little while, your hope or your belief matches your desire -- and the circuits are all open again.

Until they get involved with their scientific study, and they discover that it didn't always work: "Didn't work in that case. Didn't work in that case. Didn't work in that case." And the more data you receive about it not working, the more your doubt comes forth, and the more you are vibrationally apart from your desire -- and the more resistance is then set up within your being.

It's Not Your Job to Maintain the Cellular Balance of your Body.
The Cells Will Do It!
Your Job Is too Get Happy and Get Out of the Way!

The physical characteristics of your body are not something for you to orchestrate from your place of physical consciousness. They are orchestrated from a cellular level. And the reason that you get so frustrated when you find yourself out of balance is that you're not the orchestrator of it, and there are so many opinions about what you should be doing, or what you shouldn't be doing. When the truth of it is: It's not your job to maintain the cellular balance of your body. The cells will do it! Your job is to get happy and get out of the way.

On Which End of the Well-being Stick Are You Deliberately Vibrating?

If someone were to say, "Well, captain of your ship, what do you do to keep your body well?" If you are a very wise conscious creator, you would say, "Well, I delegated that to the cells of my body who are much better at it than I am, who know exactly what to do. And I keep my nose out of that business by looking for as many blissful, delightful, happy, good-feeling things to think of in a day as I possibly can, so I make sure that I'm out of their way. They are, by vibrational nature, very positive little beings. Like the clam, they are happy. If I will stay in my place of happiness, then I will allow them to attract unto the cells of my body exactly what they are needing.

Excerpted from the workshop in Atlanta, GA on Sunday, September 19th, 1999