You are not the only one with that nightmare. I know that I was pregnant because I saw the embryo on the ultrasound machine. You did have a nice doctor atleast you know every one tried to help in every way possible. My only proof that I was pregnant was discarded by the doctor I even saw the print out but it disappeared from my records. I'm living the repeated nightmare as well. Every night I know that if I was helped of the table when I asked then my baby would be here now. All the patient rights were ignored by my doctor he told me NO when I wanted off the table. He left the room and came back with another guy that walked in and started jabbing around and around in my uterus til I screamed STOPPPP! That was a total shock to me. I figured it was another dr that he had been talking to but I was waiting for who ever to wash their hands , put on gloves, but most importantly introduced themselves. I was in so much shock it took me a while to realize I had just been assualted by a doctor. I never even saw his face! You know thatsa nightmare when someone hurts you and you dont know who it was. I had to google his name from my medical records, I was completly lost. I had no idea who he was because I only knew the first dr name. I had to get 3 sets of records and I guess someone made him admit he had assisted with an attempt to remove the lot mirena and he had to sign my records, thats the only way I found the face to my nightmare. thats him there