Dear Curezone friends

I know I have to put my faith in God.
Just having a problem of thinking about something over and over again.
Its going back to a friend who does not seem to care about anyones feelings.
I have forgiven her because I know deep down in my heart she does not mean it. So if she does not mean it she did not do it on purpose right?

Little comments over the years keep popping up, like "I could not think about anything and couldn't sleep because your oven was dirty". Then came over and started cleaning it for me.
With young children I could care less if the burners get blackened.

Or, after my back was out and laying on the floor one whole day unable to move because I raked the leaves all day in the sun, she calls the next day to say she is leaving her children for me to babysit after I told her my back really hurt, her reply was oh my back hurts too!

Or, "we are coming over to eat with you I have a lot of leftovers" which gives me no time to my family as we were planning a time just for ourselves.

I could go on but I would feel more foolish than I do now because it gets much much worse! Loss of money and property and my sanity!

Years of this, I have concluded to keep a safe distance apart. I do not harbor ill feelings, but I do feel a big shield over my heart when I think of this person.
I do not have hatred, nor anger I have passed that, but I do keep having these flashbacks and wonder if Ive done the right thing by cutting her off?

I have flashbacks every day it seems, Im wondering why?


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