Re: Update

My first symptoms of congestion showed up when I was pre-school age, when I got dropped off the washing machine onto my head.

My grandfather died of an Ascaris infection his lungs. Mother has them in her heart and lungs. Doctors just say there is nothing wrong with them, despite the cough, restless legs, constipation, and other classic symptoms. I'd bet a million dollars it's ascaris. So maybe there is a genetic component.

From a energetic perspective, perhaps I would not be so vulnerable to parastic infection, if I were not behaving in a parasitic manner. So I ask myself: Where am I being an energy vampire? It has to stop. Red alert. Red alert.

The queen of rationalization inside me says "I'm not forcing anybody to read my posts! They don't even have to open them!" And another part of me says that I'm taking up perfectly good forum space, which could be put to better use.

If I had a therapist, she would undoubtedly encourage me to start asking "How is this going to benefit me?" and refrain from acting, if something is not beneficial.

I bet Louise Hay would say that something is eating at me. Something is: Parasites. And I am hoping that when they stop, I will finally feel sane.

That's all I can come up with right now. What have I missed?











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