bulimia HELL....

I have bulimia...it's been a hell these past 8 or 9 years, but this last year, it is the worst ever. I eat everything and I throw up after. I stole money from my parents and my boyfriend to eat... It's like I don't have any other joy but eating...but even this makes me anxious and guilty...I think I'm falling into depression because I cannot control this. I think at nothninh but food and how I can get it, and haw I wiil eat it...I hate this. I feel numb, I feel tired of myself and everything, I have no life. PLEASE HELP ME I AM FALLING. Tweet