skin problems

hi
i have had problems with my skin for most of my life
as a kid i had very bad eczema and i would scratch myself until the skin was raw and often bleeding, i would always have scabs from where i had itched my eczema and was very self concious about it, for a while it was so bad that just rubbing the areas would make them go red and raw and i would always wear a jumper to cover it up, more recently my eczema has seemed to almost completely disappear, im not exactly sure why, i read somewhere that suppressed emotional stuff can be a factor so i have spent a lot of time doing meditation and really looking into myself, and the eczema seems to have responded, but the more sensitive areas of my skin have never completely recovered and still looks kinda worse for ware. Also when my eczema was at its worst these little white bumps appeared and spread around my body with the eczema, from looking around on the internet i have decided that they must be molluscum contagiosum, i have had them for about 7 years now, and the have never shown any sign of going away, i showed my doctor the smaller ones that are on my face around my eyes and she said they were just blocked follicles or something like that and would go away if i used the eczema cream she prescribed me, which really never worked for anything, not even making the eczema easier to handle, just seemed to make it more ichy. I have read on he internet that theres really not much you can do about molluscum and you pretty much just have to wait for it to go away on its own accord, and a lot of the treatments are stuff like freezing them off or cutting them off or electrocuting them which sounds a bit rough, and the areas of my skin which are affected are very sensitive, like my right nipple and around my genital area and around my eyes. I have tried soooo many things to heal my skin with absolutely no results, it seems the only thing that helps is just to try and accept the condition, and get on with my life, but sometimes it feels like all my energy is being sucked away into despair, and i find it hard to get much done, like right now, thats why im writing this. I recently made a very weak attempt at cleansing my body with one of these 7-day detox kits after reading the molluscum curing protocol on this site, but the kit hardly seem as effective as the cleanses that are talked about on this site, but they are all that is available from any of the health food shops around here and i dont have a credit card to order all the right herbs off the internet. It is very frustrating, most of the ingredients that are talked about on this website seem very hard to get a hold of unless i was to order them off the net, i may have to get someone to help me with their credit card...well anyway, what would you recommend that i do? what are the most effective cleanses or treatments for healing this skin condition? and is there anything i can do about the areas of my skin damaged by the eczema?
sorry about writing so much, im really not so good at getting my thoughts out into words without it all sounding convoluted and confused, but hopefully you can understand well enough. Thankyou for your time. Tweet