Dear Healer George... I have been suffering for two and a half years now with heavy metal overload and I am doing all I can to improve/get back into balance/heal myself. My symptoms are so devistating. I was interested in the post you gave down the page regarding the person with CFS. You said that she had chosen this work to help the world. mY question is that if people have chosen certain things than how do they knwo how long they will be health challenged. did they chose to suffer for a certain period... one year, five, seven and so on. how can they have confidence in their own path of healing and the internal knowing that they can beat anything. I believe in my heart that the body can cure itself of anything, but if we have "chosen" things before coming here than what is the point of trying the therapies and getting well. how do I knwo my "chosen" path isn't conflicting with my efforts to heal myself. I knwo you answered her question and it may not aply to me, but I am confused over the whole concept. Please give me your thoughts. I want so much to get well... I don't know how anymore if I also have to deal with the intangible things you have mentioned. It would seem someone's efforts could be futile and they would be stuck; and this is how I feel. Please help me.