verrrrrry discouraged about blasto H.

Hi, I'm new here and have been reading alot of posts and I'm so discouraged about my condition from what I read. I had so much hope from my doctor that I can rid myself of this dreaded thing and I find people here in search of a cure as well and I haven't heard any success stories. I guess It's made me a little more depressed. I refuse to give up the battle though which has been a long one ....I hope and pray God will heal all of us. Sincerely, Joyce