Pools of Light and Dark

I wanted to post an edited version of what I posted this morning. I want to start
another thread and restate with a little more clarity about what i was
trying to say. I am willing to consider that i might be wrong in
claiming there are bodies without souls...but in my NDE...I had a
clear sense of beings of absolute darkness...

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Love is all you take with you however we do have to do some things
that keep ourselves grounded in this world too... Love without
forgiveness is impossible...but when we make it to timelessness...it
doesn't matter...weareforgiven. There is a difference between
forgiveness and a physical response... When you fall off of your bed
when you are a little baby...the next time when you go to sleep...
your muscle memory instructs your body to hold to the middle of your
bed. That is the kind of not forgetting we should do ...and where
the words..."only the good die young" probably comes from when we
don't do... But muscle memory often exaggerates the needed response
to danger and those overexagerated responses often become attached
by spirits... A person who is hurt by someone...loses their ability
to love again...or they become paranoid... Forgiveness on the other
hand is the way one approaches each situation that is planted into
our experiences with our soul engaged in the process. Responding
with forgiveness is to put oneself in the other's shoes... "Walking
a mile in their shoes." If I had abused cocaine and heroine...If I
had been born without a soul...if I were blind... If I had a low
IQ... If I had... I might have done the same... It is not a
framework to get you hand burned again in the same flame but
rather ...this is how the God I met in heaven even forgives my
crimes...looking on me with the light of love... All of those things
I did or said...are overcome because love has judged me... If I do
not run from the potential killer the next time and instead kill my
neighbor who I think is going to kill me...then I will have the
spirit of murder attached to me... The only way to let that spirit
go is through forgiveness...get back on that horse...fly airplanes
again...fall in love again...on and on... Forgiveness is the
key...God even loved me... I was a potential murderer for the
military...trained to murder....dreamed of murdering millions of
Muslims...Communists...pre NDE I even loathed Catholics and
homosexuals...but as I met those of all kinds souls in heaven and
realized that God forgave them all...each of us ...all of our
crimes...post NDE, I had to realign my thinking...

I still had a thing against those who are gay and the homeless after
my NDE... I had knee jerk reactions to them... but then I became
homeless and a friend
of mine died from AIDS. I guess it had to sink in and I had to see
that there is a little bit of me in them and them in me...

and there are some very destructive
people...sociopaths...psychopaths...and if they have no soul at
all...then I should try to stay out of their path of destruction but
why make it change me into becoming like the darkness of those
without any light at all? I guess what I am trying to say is that
sometimes our primitive muscle responses do not respond correctly to
every stimuli that we come across. Instead of picking on the weaker
child... I have learned to respond with compassion... Instead of
looking away from the unsightly... or even those without sight, I
have comfort knowing we share the same beautiful light inside.

I spend these last days teaching those without sight non visual ways
to see... I have spent much of my life post NDE helping those who I
perceive as less fortunate than me...to help them gain their self
respect back... and while unloving spirits are witnesses of our dark
responses to the senses... angels of light record forever those
moments when we overcome the mean world and shine... Let your light
shine...as those primitive responses may get you to the next day but
those knee jerk responses die when your last knee jerks in your
grave...but compassion....love...joy...kindness....these responses
live forever...and even beyond forever to the end of time...becoming
a part of the light that is God....

But it was not all gloom and doom in my NDE... I posted this 4 years
ago in a little forum on CureZone.com

This is my NDE in Five Parts

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More info:

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Love & Light... Joyful Laughter to you...
rudi Tweet