experimental stuff, o/t

Okay, so I've used tropical fish tank conditioner to take the chloramine out of my bath water for years.

The last time I decided to buy the kind with anti-viral medicine in it, because the skin on my back has been itching like crazy around a scar where I removed a viral wart. It's also the same spot where the stick came out of my back.

Well the second I got into the tub, I felt an internal energy shift. It was like a deep cold ache settling into my core.

Normally I can differentiate between the kind of pain that feels like I'm detoxing, and the kind of pain that indicates disease is progressing in my body. This time I couldn't really tell what was happening. It wasn't excruciating, by any means, but it made me very uncomfortable. I went ahead and finished the bath, but I didn't stay in the tub very long. I haven't used any more of it.

But for the past two weeks, that same "cold achy feeling deep inside" creeps over me every once in a while, and I keep wondering if I have done some kind of permanent damage to myself, or the viruses, and whether I should dip myself again.