Re: hope

I have read many people have been to the other side and even somebody i know - my mom's friend. Everyone experiences this feeling of euphoria and visions of this perfect world. But, i keep thinking - as u die, the lack of oxygen and endorphins pumped into your body cause that feeling of pleasure and visions. What if as you get colder that feeling fades and than - it's nothing? How come those spirits can't contact us when they want to comfort us? And if they do, the signs are so vague that it seems to me as some type of denial. Why does everyone with NDE experiences it a bit differently? What if it's all just another dream our brain creates as it shuts down because it really can't accept that this is it?

I've got so many questions, so many doubts and glimpses of hope and then doubts. There have been strange things happening during this nightmare and afterwards, but i don't want to get ahead of myself. I just want her to be ok, to finally get to enjoy herself after the terrible agony she went through. As she was dying i asked her to please come back and let us know she was doing well. I wish she would come visit us somehow it pains me so much to realize i will never see her again. That my heartbroken dad will never see her again. A month ago i didn't even know she was sick.