i am very happy that you posted on here. you made a lot of important discoveries about yourself, and people and there behaviours and attitudes in general. i have read it several times and it has honestly made me think about my actions and how i deal with situations outside my eating disorder and also how i deal with people and my perceptions of them. thank you it has really given me a lot to think over and sort through! i hope you continue to post and let us know how your doing