Free-will-Abortion-Addictions and my NDE

I am preparing to answer your questions about abortion, drug abuse, addictions, and free will. I can tell you this; before we were ever born, we were a part of a soul that began to plan how it would live it's life hidden from the love on the other side. How could it be any other way? We were in a place where there is only love, before we fell into our bodies, and then we fall into a place where the absence of love influences us. If our free-will was not attached to our souls on this journey, our bodies would run around destroying one another...and some of us who even have souls don't listen to it... Free-will is love's way of letting us hang ourselves...because love doesn't want slaves that don't give away their free-will with their own free-will.

I know I hurt people with my free-will. I hurt others with my unloving words and selfish actions but if I keep traveling the road of magnanimity(being bigger than that) then I have very little free-will... When I am following my A-Plan... the plan we made with good and loving intentions before we fell into bodies...then I am only along for the ride... I may add my flavor to the ride but I really am a slave to my escape plan. I am much like a very unprepared 17 year old who is kicking himself out of his mother's house because he believes there is a greater love out there... I may plan my escape but my plan is going to be shattered by the world down below. I may leave my mother's house to find sensual love(love with worldly senses)but if my mother is love then I can always return to other worldly love to lick my wounds.

If I find my A Plan soon after falling into a body, I can get the work of finding sensual love done while I am in a body... but if my body drags me into addictions then I am flying plan B or C etc... infinity less one... and these other plans are where free-will lives. I believe there is a way back to our A-Plan and the absence of free-will but if it is anything like my road there...the road back is filled with heartache...

I ran across something I wrote over 4 years ago and it still seems as true for me today as when I wrote it... Those are usually downloads from my higher self...and although I say I wrote it...it came from another place...

Some souls are born into bodies that are broken from conception.
They chose to learn something by being born into those bodies. I chose this body that may have a mind that could be autistic(maybe Asperger's Syndrome) and dyslexic to learn the lessons I wanted to learn. Everyone chooses. Imagine someone being born and aborted as a fetus. This being chose to only experience the learning that comes from being in the mother's womb. Imagine heaven as a learning organization...Imagine how people have a certain calling in their life. You get a set of tools before you come to earth. Some people never grow their gift...because of flesh and addiction...others do...but there will still be a learning that they came to perfect.
Love is working through a bunch of people that have their sick flesh working against their beautiful perfect soul. This beautiful perfect soul will never be judged for sins. But the flesh...and anything flesh...will never make it to heaven...These dark spirits though...that get in our minds and body will be judged...per say...All dark spirits(addictions) are cast off of our body on our journey to the light.
Some of these attack our children, family, and friends. So it is good to try to get rid of them if you can. The blind man should consider this?
The Judgment is not a bad judgment...It is good..Do you really want your addictions following you through eternity? The idea of this life is to get as much good stuff into heaven as you can...not to avoid sin...Your flesh will sin...that is its job. Do good and you will be blessed and all your blessings make it to heaven.
I hope that helps? I can only speak from my limited language ability...
What I learned is this about "The Judgment." Love can not look on sin...When love looks at sin...it vanishes...so don't worry too much about the judgment. Make your life about blessing others and likewise you will be blessed. Your blessing others may be corrupt but your blessings from Love are perfect and they will follow you to heaven...that is what distinguishes you from other souls... You are unique in your blessings among hundreds of billions of souls : ) Tweet