I recognize in myself many of these definitions of "unloving spirits" that barrage me with lies about who I am, what people think of me, and the lies about what "God" thinks of me. July 17 '07 at 11:11am GMT is a special time and day to heal the world but we need to heal ourselves first so we can pass it on. I am going to pick three spirits a day to send away to "dry uninhabited places" By the time that day comes, I hope my vessel is ready to join in and "Fire the Grid." Join the millions who will be
going on this healing voyage.

//www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=913401#i



self-rejection - Says I am the non-person of the family, calls me names, says my opinions and preferences are not important.

self-hatred - Uses my voice to tell me that I hate myself, then my body/soul/spirit connection reacts with infirmities, auto-immune illnesses and diseases of unknown causes

competition - Says I must always win and manipulate for self-promotion. I cannot defer to others easily

self-pride - Causes me to lust for a position, a relationship or material things to complete myself or to maximize my potential.

selfishness - Makes me hypersensitive to whether I am getting my share (i.e. of the love,) when I want it and how I want it.

attention getting - I demand attention from people before they even have a chance to offer their love or at least before they can reject me. I am easy prey for counterfeit love.

excessive talkativeness - Drives me to dominate conversations with my opinions, needs, feelings, knowledge or just chit chat.

insecurity - Sets me up to be easily offended, to over react, to feel devalued and to take things personally.

fabricated self - We prematurely create a niche for ourselves and tend to project ourselves as more qualified than we are.

unworthiness - We fear that we are unworthy of blessing (based on our performance.)


self-deprecation - We torture ourselves by calling ourselves names, cutting ourselves down (as humor,) minimize our strengths and maximize our faults.

self-comparison - Causes me to measure myself negatively in contrast to the progress, blessings, gifts, talents and accomplishments of others.

self-assertion - I am not just asking for what I need; I demand with pressure, control or manipulation.

self-indulgence - I am addicted to ineffective coping mechanisms like overspending, binge eating, kleptomania, drug abuse or therapy that "never seems to take effect!"

self-idolatry - I obsess about my agenda, my needs, my successes and my glory instead of God's purposes and plans.

perfection - Says that I can only feel good about myself if my performance meets the standards of others, my unreasonably high standards or is perfect (and of course it is not.)

self-accusation - Refuses to acknowledge the progress or growth in my life; identifies me with my past failures and projects my past onto my future.

self-bitterness - I keep a record of my failures, withholding forgiveness from myself, and resenting myself for being imperfect.

unforgiveness toward yourself - False humility tells me that it is more holy not to forgive myself and that I should punish myself.

need for approval - I try to earn "unconditional love and acceptance" (oxymoron) by meeting the supposed expectations of others.

not necessary, not needed - I agree with devaluating condescending lies and conclude that I not valuable and that my contributions are not worthwhile.

self-denial - I tend to exclude myself, isolate myself and to suffer vs. asking for what I need.

self-absorption - I obsess on analyzing myself, my interests, my needs, figuring out my own way or ruminating about my issues.

self-abuse - I blame myself, drive myself with drugs or unrealistic demands, deny basic needs, volunteer for martyrdom, victimize myself, am addicted to self-destructive behaviors.

self-pity - I accept the identity of a victim, stuck in past, who is not healed and I insist that I should be pitied

self-sabotage - I "shoot myself in the foot" because I am afraid to receive promotion, compliments or great opportunities. I disqualify myself when I am afraid of succeeding; I push love away for fear of inevitable rejection.