....what will you do with it?

First off I believe her name is Jill and not "Ask Jill Cancer" You see this when you open up the forum to read what you term her 'hooey' "Ask Jill Ayn Schneider"

You say: "I skim curezone
each morning that I can before I start my day just to see what kinds of problems
are waiting a reply...and to see if there are any I can help with."

While that statement may be construed as either admirable or egotistical it depends on the perspective or seat of the viewer that may perceive it.

To one who may have 'eyes to see' it may be apparent that your view may be very one sided related to "facing the fear, feeling the fear, or going into relative isolation to do inner work. To view as such lacks depth and dimensionality and might even be tainted by prejudice. There are people who may see many things you do not I am afraid (Not really) and to a much deeper level and degree and have ability to see without constraints and wrapping things up into nice neat little boxes.

My father worked in mental health and actually has the knowledge that within days when a mental patient is isolated, they begin to drop conditioning and fears and worry of what others think, they begin to accept themselves and healing can occur in days even. This can happen with any physiological/mental condition. Mental patients are actually lucky in that they will hear their own unconscious crap filled tapes playing and this is what we decide is their mental illness as they externally manifest the voices other 'sane' people have and simply repress. Most people repress and walk around as functional mental patients and the repression comes out in bodily ill. The mental patient may be viewed as blessed to have such a prominet manifestation signal to adjust of course conditioning plays a part in the efficacy of any healing.

I have written before I was diagnosed with a disease called multiple Sclerosis in 2001, just the day before I had been diagnosed with a rare eye disease. On my way home I stopped at the dentist and met a woman with MS who was crippled by it, I spoke with her and learned how she had mentally accepted the doctor's suggestion for dietary changes and of course medicine and treatment and that ultimately believed she would end up crippled. The doctors’ prophecy became self-fulfilling. My ego was not such that I should feel sorry for her and try to” help her" I fully recognize a street sign when I see it.

That same day just minutes later at Walgreen’s fate would have me meet a man who had overcome the MS diagnosis by not taking the doctor's mental suggestions, (Did I mention I recognize signs when I see them?) I did not care what his health regimen and diet was, any fool knows what a healthy Diet would be or can find out from another fool. I cared about his mental state. He was perfectly fine in physical appearance no crippled limbs or wasted musculature.

I went home pulled the shades yanked the phone out and did an inventory on myself to find out why within 3-4 months I had made a 180 degree turn, divorced my wife, lost clients and diagnosed with 2 diseases. I fully examined myself admitted all that I could not admit before and went through the process of revealing my fears for the first time. "I did work" I prostrated myself on the floor for hours and I did not get up until I saw a light within me and heard the voice of God within me telling me to get up and have no fear. When I saw that light I got up and laughed. Several hours later (24 hours after the diagnosis) a team of 6 doctors who concurred MS the day before were joined by the specialist who had already reviewed and concurred, announced that the plaque deposits that were so apparent hours before had left my eyes my brain appeared many years younger than my actual age and they had to withdraw diagnosis.

Similar thing with eye disease. I knew the eye disease was self not wanting to 'see or realize or perceive certain things' about self and also tainting how I viewed others and all other things viewed as external to me. Just as the doctors told me I should start treatment the same day and check into a hospital for MS, I was told my progression of eye disease would have me blind 3 years ago or with ruptured corneas. When faced with having someone else’s eyes in my head again the light came on and I immediately inside began to "see" the things I previously did not (want to) see and my vision began turning around to the point where it stopped its rapid progression. I was classified as legally blind, though my inner perception awareness and vision was realized. What occurs on the inside must manifest on the outside. As I drop more and more misperceptions I slowly correct my vision. The healing is not complete yet the beginning of it hapopened in a flash.

It is amazing what happens when you admit and understand why and how YOU have given yourself dis-ease. You are not at ease with self. You cast stumbling blocks before your own self so that you finally see the log before your own eye and become an overcomer no longer stumbling through life.. I just recently on Valentines Day recalled how 6 years earlier I had prayed to God to have me be realized as an "overcomer" months later the above began to unfold. I'm an overcomer, I hated the pain and the work and still do yet I do my duties faithfully. The pain and learning however is worth it. I Am aware enough to not repress anymore or have eyes to see when it begins to occur and to do what Jesus and all great men say. "Go and sin no more" I lay it all out and I know I will have no recurrences of anything I have banished.

I can go on and on with connective tissue disorder than began abating when I realized how strongly I am connected to others, how no one believes the flexibility of someone my size and musculature and how the releasing of these tissues began occurring spontaneously when I allowed my mind to return to it's previous state of flexibility just as my vision increased when I brought more awareness inside.

Here is a woman who cured herself from cancer with what you call "hooey"

Bri. Maya was closely acquainted with the western lifestyle. Then, at the height of her personal and professional career, a successful fashion designer before 23, she was diagnosed with advanced ovarian cancer. After years of invasive treatment and twelve surgeries, radiation, etc., unsuccessfully, she was 'given' two months to live.

She decided not to continue on any more drugs, but to die with dignity. She spent three years with her Swami in Pennsylvania. She gave up the struggle, left her hectic life, friends and career in New York, and retired deep in the snowy mountains of Sugar Bush, Vermont to prepare for the final outcome. All the time, she said, "I did not want to burden my parents with my problem… I wanted to die with grace… I did not want to present my Maker with a body filled with drugs." So she discontinued the pain-killing morphine and other medications prescribed by her doctors.

She began writing a journal to her family (partly for catharsis, and to let them know), which got bigger and bigger. There, in the snowy woods, with deer and squirrels foraging around her cabin, and birds singing in the trees, she aligned herself with nature, even eating the young shoots of the plants that the deer ate. She was getting visions of relatives and family, even those who were remotely on her mind. Soon, she re-discovered her sacred rhythm with the universe. Her eating habits changed. She joined the deer pushing away the snow to forage for young shoots. She lived on brown rice, barley and grains. She vowed never to eat junk food again.....When she emerged from her retreat three months later in the Spring, her doctors were astonished. There was no sign of the cancer, not even in her blood or lymph nodes. It is now many years since she was first diagnosed.

http://www.guyanajournal.com/bri_maya.html


I can see by what you have mentioned as healing and by what you have omitted as not to be healing where your prejudice may lie. Meditation (what I did after self enquiry and before prostrating myself and praying) is a component of whole body healing some people can heal with using one component only, they have to get closest to source in their own way to do it however, those who do not may experience recurrence or a returning of their sin. Some who were seemingly healed allow pride and arrogance to come and what they had is taken away. I also know this to be true. When one 'does work' to attain it is more greatly appreciated. Which is why I am grateful for both spontaneous miracles and ones I must work for.


janaki from Curezone was diagnosed with ovarian cancer last year. We just celebrated her "birth"day ( a year after her surgery" a couple of weeks ago. I joke around a lot here that she is my twin. Usually when I refer to her I refer to a quality or aspect within my'self' that she holds up a mirror for me to see clearly reflecting to me self and pointing me to self.` She is the only person as stubborn as me as selfish as me as determined as me. The only one who can cast stumblingblocks for self so strategically as me. The greatest person outside of my own self who can show me to examine self. When the mass was discovered it was repressed for a short time and explained away. No way a yogi with a toxin free, chemical free, clean diet and spiritual lifestyle could have such a thing. It was quite large however and when it raised to the surface and showed through her skin we realized it was a wound raising to be healed. Knowing what had occurred with me, she immediately began to stop repressing fears and began to face them. She got on the phone and went in person to deal with people so that she could release the fears associated with others way of viewing her that affected her own self. She knew damn well that the disease on the creative/regenerative organs was repressed fear and stifled creativity due to fears. Of course she modified her diet. Of course she changed her lifestyle . As a yogini, her diet and lifestyle was already the cleanest I had ever seen! She ended up having the surgery even though the tumor had begun to shrink because of the extreme size and because it was multiocular and had fluid filled components that might burst she desired to continue with yoga practice. She also realized it did not matter how the mass was ejected, she knew her bodies wisdom would continue it's healing. When they removed that sucker it was the size of a grapefruit and it had a months work of shrinking! It was so tough and encased there was no way it would burst or spread cells. All the doctors remarked on how incredibly her body had encased this thing to protect her. If you really know something you will see that this was a sign to deal with repression and covering up/encasing things into neat little containers. She is now out of any container people have put her in and views herself the way she should. She removed herself from the repression and fear on many levels even leaving her job and moving 3 "states" away to be in a place of healing. She continues to strengthen her creative organs by engaging in more and more creative expression and is even becoming more physically flexible now that she is allowed to be free from such containers.

Last fall she went to meet Maya Tiwari who healed herself of the same cancer, it took four months of isolation yet when it occurred it, it occurred in a 'flash' as it did for me

"Bri. Maya was closely acquainted with the western lifestyle. Then, at the height of her personal and professional career, a successful fashion designer before 23, she was diagnosed with advanced ovarian cancer. After years of invasive treatment and twelve surgeries, radiation, etc., unsuccessfully, she was 'given' two months to live.

She decided not to continue on any more drugs, but to die with dignity. She spent three years with her Swami in Pennsylvania. She gave up the struggle, left her hectic life, friends and career in New York, and retired deep in the snowy mountains of Sugar Bush, Vermont to prepare for the final outcome. All the time, she said, "I did not want to burden my parents with my problem… I wanted to die with grace… I did not want to present my Maker with a body filled with drugs." So she discontinued the pain-killing morphine and other medications prescribed by her doctors.

She began writing a journal to her family (partly for catharsis, and to let them know), which got bigger and bigger. There, in the snowy woods, with deer and squirrels foraging around her cabin, and birds singing in the trees, she aligned herself with nature, even eating the young shoots of the plants that the deer ate. She was getting visions of relatives and family, even those who were remotely on her mind. Soon, she re-discovered her sacred rhythm with the universe. Her eating habits changed. She joined the deer pushing away the snow to forage for young shoots. She lived on brown rice, barley and grains. She vowed never to eat junk food again.....
When she emerged from her retreat three months later in the Spring, her doctors were astonished. There was no sign of the cancer, not even in her blood or lymph nodes. It is now many years since she was first diagnosed.

http://www.guyanajournal.com/bri_maya.html



It is well known that once you give up your stronghold on control of your life which is always based on fear (of death) the Self/Mind or God will begin it's healing.

I no longer need to challenge myself with diseases to learn that, it took me long enough to figure it out. If you do not understand the mind or what it takes to heal then the dis-ease manifests again at some point until the fears are banished. If not they come back to their place of habitation in more virulent form until you get it. "Following deliverance, an unclean spirit will go through dry places seeking rest and will find none. It will try to return to the person it left and bring with it seven other spirits more wicked than itself. If they enter and dwell in the man, the last state of the man will be worse than the first (Luke 11:24-26; Matthew 12:43-45).

I see no indication that jill has given impression such as you construe.

I have seen people heal from their own awareness which is what is brought on by facing ones self, it is a well-known process that is called self-enquiry that brings this awareness. I have not only seen people heal with their own awareness, I have seen others who are aware come into the presence of the less aware and pass healing. I have passed my awareness "hooey" to others and they are influenced and heal. A few weeks ago I was chanting kirtan and went to stand beside a women with chronic throat issues, while I stood there her throat opened up for the first time in years. She said when I came over she had a desire to sing well in my presence and I felt energy from my throat transfer to her. A women with tinnitus came up to me at the ashram and desired to hear me. I watched her as she arrogantly walked in disavowing knowledge of anyone but self. She saw me working with some inner issues of people and decided I would help her and she decided she would listen to her inner voice and also hear me. While we were talking she was constantly cutting others off. When she came to me I began talking very softly to where she would have to listen and increase awareness. She says within a moment of realizing some awareness of self her ears popped and when she removed her hands the tinnitus was gone. She later told me that she never wanted to hear anything especially her inner voice so she drowned out everything with an inner ringing sound. She also said she desired to hear me for some reason and had spontaneous remission. I do not have an ego to claim I did something. There was awareness however stimulated in these women. I prefer the awareness route. I see people poisoning themselves here on CZ. (physically and mentally) I leave them alone when one is ready for awareness one will receive it, it does not need to be from me. I know of some who have died on CZ that many are not aware of. I do not worry that I have not "Influenced them or helped them in some way" because I know I have in subtle ways as others have and they will attain in another lifetime.

It is almost comical when you see your own veil of blindness lifted and view what you have repressed from your experience with the illusory senses and ego. Your ego will no longer cause you to carry the selfish emotion of "I think I must help others. Others need my superior advice" you have to remove your own blinders first. When you remove them and are able to help others you see that they cause their own problems and while you support them when called for they will attain in their own time. Blessed be you to witness it, do not claim that you have done something other than witness increasing of awareness in the body of which we are all part.

If you do not know the details why do you not add a post to the handful of posts and simply ask for details instead of complaining? If you do not know how the mind works you would be good to ask someone who knows. There are a few enlightened souls here on CZ they certainly do not brag about helping others or have airs of superiority you may uncover another one.

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