Hello Rachel!
It seems like the left kidney is the major organ that needs your attention. This is also an area for genetical linkage and past life issues. What I will tell you may be connected to your past life
While screening you, I came into contact with a fortified place and a person that is buried there like a martyr at the age of 25-26. I see no funeral. It was an empty place with grey concrete structures around. There is smell of paraffin and a sad and quiet atmosphere. There are metal structures around that could be canons and it feels like a military base in a humid and alert space. The person died by an attack and died with a shock without much awareness of the transformation of body into spirit. This might have caused you difficulties regarding letting go of the memories of the past life.
The energy of your left kidney is a little week in your present life and has been under stress during pregnancy. The left kidney plays an important role during pregnancy and also for the sexuality and elimination. Because of the past life memory, the kidney might not have been able to take its optimum task during pregnancy. The past life memory might also have caused fear and anxiety connected to the gallbladder operation. Because of the previous memory of not letting go you now may have a problem to let go of your gallbladder.
I suggest that you do a mediation: close your eyes and try to feel your mental/ emotional state in the past time when you removed the gallbladder. Try to visualize that the gallbladder is being taken out and that you give your full permission to let go of the gallbladder and that you are comfortable with it.

Was there a problem to bring you back from the anaesthesia after the operation? It seems like some part your body have not completely regained the conscious state after surgery. There are certain areas you can hold yourself and reconnect with. These areas are the left kidney, spleen, left knee, saphinus nerve, bladder, and T3 area of the spine. Place your hands on these areas and connect to each other and to the heart. Feel that these areas are being integrated with you as a complete person.
Do this for at least 1/2hr every day.

There is a fibroid energy in these places that can also be balanced by certain holds on the mental/emotional and personal body of the brain. These are areas you can reach by holding your hand on certain points on the forehead. Imagine a line from one side to another in the middle of the forehead and place three points by equal distance from right to left. The left point is the mental body, the middle point is the personal body and the third point is the emotional body. Hold your hand on these points and connect them to each other. This “exercise” will help you to dissipate the fibroid energy.
You may also get help from a practitioner to work on your kidneys and spleen; these organs are the weakest at the moment. Weakness in this organ will make you feel generally weak, anxious and unable to take complete tasks of stressful situations.

Further it will be beneficial to remove toxins, especially kidney cleanse is highly recommended. If you use to smoke or in other ways are exposed to this or pollution in general, try to stay away from it.
Do you have fluctuations in your blood sugar, and if so follow a diet that keeps the glucose level more balanced. If in doubt please check by the doctor.

I also see an issue with your mother. Try to deal with it and release psychological stress that is connected with this issue.
There is an indication that there where tension in the family during periods of your childhood. This might have created some identity problems, like you want to be something else than what you really are. Your ego needs to surrender on this point.
Try to focus on love and care towards yourself and others.

Wish you all the best and hope that this information has been useful in some ways.





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Hello Rachel!
It seems like the left kidney is the major organ that needs your attention. This is also an area for genetical linkage and past life issues. What I will tell you may be connected to your past life
While screening you, I came into contact with a fortified place and a person that is buried there like a martyr at the age of 25-26. I see no funeral. It was an empty place with grey concrete structures around. There is smell of paraffin and a sad and quiet atmosphere. There are metal structures around that could be canon balls and it feels like a military base in a humid and alert space. The person died by an attack and died with a shock without much awareness of the transformation of body into spirit. This might have caused you difficulties regarding letting go of the memories of the past life.
The energy of your left kidney is a little week in your present life and has been under stress during pregnancy. The left kidney plays an important role during pregnancy and also for the sexuality and elimination. Because of the past life memory, the kidney might not have been able to take its optimum task during pregnancy. The past life memory might also have caused fear and anxiety connected to the gallbladder operation. Because of the previous memory of not letting go you now may have a problem to let go of your gallbladder.
I suggest that you do a mediation: close your eyes and try to feel your mental/ emotional state in the past time when you removed the gallbladder. Try to visualize that the gallbladder is being taken out and that you give your full permission to let go of the gallbladder and that you are comfortable with it.

Was there a problem to bring you back from the anaesthesia after the operation? It seems like some part your body have not completely regained the conscious state after surgery. There are certain areas you can hold yourself and reconnect with. These areas are the left kidney, spleen, left knee, saphinus nerve, bladder, and T3 area of the spine. Place your hands on these areas and connect to each other and to the heart. Feel that these areas are being integrated with you as a complete person.
Do this for at least 1/2hr every day.

There is a fibroid energy in these places that can also be balanced by certain holds on the mental/emotional and personal body of the brain. These are areas you can reach by holding your hand on certain points on the forehead. Imagine a line from one side to another in the middle of the forehead and place three points by equal distance from right to left. The left point is the mental body, the middle point is the personal body and the third point is the emotional body. Hold your hand on these points and connect them to each other. This “exercise” will help you to dissipate the fibroid energy.
You may also get help from a practitioner to work on your kidneys and spleen; these organs are the weakest at the moment. Weakness in this organ will make you feel generally weak, anxious and unable to take complete tasks of stressful situations.

Further it will be beneficial to remove toxins, especially kidney cleanse is highly recommended. If you use to smoke or in other ways are exposed to this or pollution in general, try to stay away from it.
Do you have fluctuations in your blood sugar, and if so follow a diet that keeps the glucose level more balanced. If in doubt please check by the doctor.

I also see an issue with your mother. Try to deal with it and release psychological stress that is connected with this issue.
There is an indication that there where tension in the family during periods of your childhood. This might have created some identity problems, like you want to be something else than what you really are. Your ego needs to surrender on this point.
Try to focus on love and care towards yourself and others.

Wish you all the best and hope that this information has been useful in some ways.