yemaya
It eary here and i havent started passing stones..yet. I had an interesting evening, and have only slept a couple of hours.
I followed the Dr.Clark flush, but moved everything back an hour... i was suprised to have bathroom attacks right as the OO/GF hit my lips.... so i was a little late lying down. I was down for 10 minutes...and I had the bathroom urge again... I tryed my best to relax and ignore it.. i lasted about 30 min..then made a quick trip.
I have had a hard time sleeping with these flushes so i had 8 ornithine and some valerian tincture with my mix. Slept for 2hours and 45 minutes... and have been awake since. Although it hasent been that unpleasent.
I had a really interesting experience in my "flushing" state. My whole life played like a movie, but backwards.. in my head. i was aware of a lot of the pain I picked up, and also how sick i was a long time ago..and the different ways my body was showing me. I know it sounds weird but it was an amazing experience.... it even went into the years i dont remember when I was young.. and some of the struggles I had then. The most confusing and interesting bit was a bit of womb time. Its like I could feel my parents energy..there anger at themselves and others. I could feel my moms unhappiness..and that the reasons for the pregnancy werent all happy and pure. I really felt that shape who i am now... like I came in with this sticky pain from my parent..and have been owning it like it was mine.... and at the end of it all i felt like I had really released a lot of old garbage.
So for the rest of the night... i just smiled and did some deep breathing.. gave my self a reiki treatment... And tried to relax in my exhausted state.
No nausea this time!! I chewed fresh ginger before and after my drink, and it seems to have worked... and the last thing.. that drink does taste nastier and nastier as time goes on... I am still having little burps of it!! blahhhh..
I will post my results later!!