Andreas,

Hello! I hope you are doing very well. I just had an overall question about this process. I have begun reading your Freedom From Judgement book(ener-chi.com) and was wondering about something. I feel like I'm going through many wonderful changes and getting stronger and happier each day. My midsection(liver/kidney) is changing daily and seems to be harmonizing towards healthier frequencies. For the first time I am noticing feeling and awareness in my upperback that had been closed off before. I owe a great deal to you and am grateful for all that you've shared.

At the same time, I can feel that deep down I am still holding onto something very tightly and I'm now sure what it is or why. It seems to be like a movie going on all the time(makes sense your idea that time is an illusion that it IS happening right now). I have ideas/get images of nature of the experience and my tendency is to analyze/label/try to give meaning, but I am slowly realizing that this doesn't really help. Part of me feels that if I were to fully experience and be aware of it, it would resolve itself but I guess I am also afraid.

Again, I know I am progressing and I am on track(as you mentioned in the last consultation we had)--it's just it seems like there is a point I am having difficulty reaching. There's always progress and grades of improvement but to a certain extent, you've either let go or you're holding on, you've released or not, etc. Is this an illusion in which I am caught? Or is there a true point of complete release?

I guess what I am really wondering is if you went through similar challenges in your 20's when you were working on you healing. How did you deal with what was going on? Is there anything you can recommend to help with what's happening, apart from what I'm already doing. I feel like I've done a good job on my diet, lifestyle, I flush every 4-5 weeks, I've done consultations/sacred sanctemony--is there anything else? Perhaps it's life's way of teaching me patience and it will unfold in good time. But I'd like to be more aware and at peace with everything if possible.

Anyway, thanks in advance for your answer--you always write such lovely replies to questions like this and I know I will benefit as well as everyone else on the forum.

Many blessings and love,
Tony
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Andreas,
Hello! I hope you are doing very well. I just had an overall question about this process. I have begun reading your Freedom From Judgement book(ener-chi.com) and was wondering about something. I feel like I'm going through many wonderful changes and getting stronger and happier each day. My midsection(liver/kidney) is changing daily and seems to be harmonizing towards healthier frequencies. For the first time I am noticing feeling and awareness in my upperback that had been closed off before. I owe a great deal to you and am grateful for all that you've shared.
At the same time, I can feel that deep down I am still holding onto something very tightly and I'm now sure what it is or why. It seems to be like a movie going on all the time(makes sense your idea that time is an illusion that it IS happening right now). I have ideas/get images of nature of the experience and my tendency is to analyze/label/try to give meaning, but I am slowly realizing that this doesn't really help. Part of me feels that if I were to fully experience and be aware of it, it would resolve itself but I guess I am also afraid.
Again, I know I am progressing and I am on track(as you mentioned in the last consultation we had)--it's just it seems like there is a point I am having difficulty reaching. There's always progress and grades of improvement but to a certain extent, you've either let go or you're holding on, you've released or not, etc. Is this an illusion in which I am caught? Or is there a true point of complete release?
I guess what I am really wondering is if you went through similar challenges in your 20's when you were working on you healing. How did you deal with what was going on? Is there anything you can recommend to help with what's happening, apart from what I'm already doing. I feel like I've done a good job on my diet, lifestyle, I flush every 4-5 weeks, I've done consultations/sacred sanctemony--is there anything else? Perhaps it's life's way of teaching me patience and it will unfold in good time. But I'd like to be more aware and at peace with everything if possible.
Anyway, thanks in advance for your answer--you always write such lovely replies to questions like this and I know I will benefit as well as everyone else on the forum.
Many blessings and love,
Tony