Dilated Pupils

Want to know more!!! What do any of you know?
They dilate when we look at things we're attracted to/fond of. Sexual stimulation seems to have a lot to do with it---any kind of pleasure or sensation at that, though. Cracking joints (dynorphin kicks?)...stretching (certainly some endorphins there...)...

And it looks so damn beautiful to have them so large! The eyes being the windows to the soul, its saying "Here I am; I'm showing you my whole soul"

They can get such crystalized edges too...man. really really. its...beautiful...and once you've worked yourself up there (i guess it's...nosis? or..heavily taking part in the waking life? etc...)....it FEELS nice, too.

Pineal gland...that's a little snippet of information that I got related to the pupils dilating recently. Something.

SO uh. What. I mean. Are there any other crazy fools out there staring at themselves, dilating their pupils conciously? Anyone with a little more know-how? A little more book knowledge? Millions of miles of more experience? Haha. What is it!

To gain concious control over it would be brilliant---able to seduce anything anytime. Concious control.....how about "ohp! I'd like some dynorphin right now!"

Well. SO. That. Please respond. The face gets a smooth consistancy, breath takes over totally healthily, instincitively, full and natural...muscles feel full of life and energy...then what? At full dilation (i've experienced bits of that..esp. on E one time, as i began to gain awareness of this whole pupil matter. more research..more research..) it seems like, what...there you go! The Waking Life and Lucid Dreams. Here you are. You've mastered it all. Be a dinosaur if you'd like. Levitate objects with your mind. "Travel" through time. Whatever.

Ok. That's all for now. I haven't communciated about this much with anyone, and its been some months that i've been kind of "stuck" on it, but learning still quite a bit on my own. (my own house would do me millions times better though...). So now, (based on the enneagram) here's me moving onto 1 and doing something slightly more healthy than just being a hopeless-romantic artist, staring at myself in the mirror and jacking off and whatnot. hahahaha. thanks for any responses. peace.