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Just about every word of that spoke to me. I knew it, but just keeping grounded and not just wanting out of what seems so unreal is important.
This is kind of personal, but if it helps somebody then its good to share.
Today my sister got frustrated and started yelling at me. She said "you've been taken care of your whole life" like it was a bad thing. My husband was bigger than life, think d. trump like. I was 12 when I met him. (friends brother).
Him dying, was like my own personal superman dying. He could do anything. He knew me to the tiniest detail and vice versa.
We had troubles though and split up a while then got back together. Thankfully, I had him back for a wonderful time before he died.
But, my life, my superman, all my special things, my house, everything from that life is gone, except Bear. He loved him just as much as I do.
Our son is not a subject that I am free to speak about.
But, great post. None of us leave this world with someone. We all meet Jesus by ourselves. Glory begins with a very new and currently unimaginable understanding then.