To answer your question, I am planning to fast forever. I did already say this, but not in a complete sentence. Thanks for your advice about fasting being a necessity. Anyway, the reason that I think I can fast forever is that I know a woman who has fasted for 25 years and still going strong. My own dad fasted for a year and half. My grandma fasted five months.
Still, my idea is kind of far-fetched seeing that I kind of wanted to eat seven minutes ago. Well, now I'm better for some reason. I was just going to go on Curezone and say how tough it is, but now the craving has disappeared.
I still had to sleep extra three hours in the morning after staying up after waking up in the middle of the night. I just didn't think I would be able to read with this tired feeling in my eyes from not sleeping since 2 am.
Well, it is nice meeting you. I'm not sure whether I would be a good fasting buddy if I can't hold myself accountable. We will see what kind of person I really am and whether I'd be a good fasting buddy in five hours, when I go back home from school. Wonder whether that wishing fountain did anything to me.
I am just worried what would happen if I ate again today. That would be the low point of my day everyday. I am fairly optimistic until I eat. The amazing thing is I'm still optimistic after a while after the eating episode.
I am just going to think of taking a shower after school. That'll keep me occupied. Then clean the cat litter and my room. Wishing fountain, please work. I can feel its law of attraction.
This is a necessity most of all to keep me happy. There are a bunch of other reasons like spiritual, physical, or mental, but I just want to be happy. Not sure whether this means anything to me or will make me fast. Probably not, since I tried tons of thoughts like this, tons of reasons to fast, and they were all to no avail.
I am sick and tired of my habit of eating. Why do I eat? Why won't I fast? (Trying to get my anger going to motivate myself. Before I am about to eat, just be angry, haha. Anger has its uses.)