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i suppose this message can stay then... i was speaking against that wiki definition though. but I didnt know what morgellons really was.
now that i do, it just disgusts me that every physical real symptom seems to be played off as a 'psychological disorder'. i mean... it is SO rare that a person will have physical manifestations from simply psychological conditions. it's like the condition of hysterical blindness. all of these conditions fit the .0001% of people afflicted by horrific diseases and they want to act like its more than 50% of the cases. its all so repulsive.
anyway, im sorry to hear your family situation. i definitely feel your pain though. my family for the past decade has sat by disgusted at me believing that i am simply crazy. they sit watching me slowly decline remaining in complete denial and disbelief since blood tests and everything are always normal. they still fight with me almost every day when i research different treatments to implement or possible diseases i think i might have. they think i 'want' to be sick and die because i spend so much time trying to research things. they will not accept that it is entirely the OPPOSITE, that i am trying to do anything i can to NOT die and that i am utterly desperate.
its proven in psychology that when theres an easier option to choose, the human mind falls towards the easier option. in this case, thinking i am a psych-case is the denial easy-way-out solution instead of dealing with the fact i truly have some horrific condition.
cheers, it seems you have really found some functional treatment solutions for yourself. that is inspiring :) i hope i can figure out my situation as well and start making positive progress.
be well