I don't mean to crowd the forum with my posts, but I am in an actual crisis these days I'm GONNA DIEEEEE AAAAAARRGHHH !!!
Srsly though, I'm freaking dying here ! ;)
Out of everything I've ever tried, and ever since the AF got really severe (about the 6th year into my 7 years), ND's and my NB practitioner have told me to stop this, that, do this, do that...but the ONLY thing that's ever ACTUALLY made me *FEEL* any different, like tangibly, really - is sleep.
- I know I shouldn't masturbate this often and it's a constant battle in my mind I'm never relaxed doing it. And though I feel drained after I'm done sometimes, it's not a major crash.
- Never felt bad smoking, but I still quit.
- Never felt BAD after eating junk food or
Sugar (well once, recently, after eating white bread and fries)
The one thing that does make a HUGE difference is sleep.
If I go to sleep early. And wake up early. That makes all the difference in the world. It won't cure me obviously, but I can start talking earlier to ppl during the day. Do things, my mind's less foggy...
Anybody has this ?! The big AF obsession with SLEEP ?!
And I just caaaaaaaaan't do it...I can't put the computer away at night and go to bed before 2:30...I feel depressed, like my day was meaningless or smt...
Help !! Thanks ! ;)