chrisb1
Bereavement is a very difficult time, that for me at least, never ever really goes away.
I lost my Father and Mother in recent years, which has left a vacuum and void in my life that could never be replaced. One consolation (if you can call it that) is as of this morning, Sunday the 3rd June at 7.39am, I had my first grandchild: a baby girl weighing in at 6
pounds and 10 ounces. Mother and baby are doing well, and this after my daughter had three miscarriages.
I fail to recall who said: one life is taken and another is born.......it awes me", and how true that is.
You are in good company, as your loss is shared by all at some point in their lives.
Caffeine and sleeping aides may work in the short term in enabling you to cope, but ultimately they will rob you of your precious life-force at a time when you need all of your energies and strength in coping emotionally and mentally with your loss.
A water-only-fast is Natures own way of dealing with bereavement by suspending your appetite and therefore your ability to digest food, so I would give in to your bodily instincts and just flow with the tide.
I share in your emptiness and depression, but allow yourself to succumb to your instincts, and you will find that you will be able to cope that much better, and especially so if you have the support of family and close friends who are there to support you in your hour of need.
Chrisb1.