Today is the third day the estate sale people willbe here. I just need your love and thoughts cause i am having a hard time. All the stuff I have bought over the last 32 years will be gone. I can't even keep the stuff from my mom that was special except a couple of things.


I have to have the money, this house is going to forclose, (although they have let me live here a year, and I thank them for that.!)Iam only on the deed not the mortgage. But his choice is to foreclose.

He is pretty much punishing me. Destroy me and he wins. Like its a game.

The lady who is head of the sale first just kind of asked me what he did and where he worked. I could tell later she knew already. She said your husband is known as a real bastard, he treats everyone from employees to customers bad. And stuff like that. Well, my fault, then. I kind of knew he was some of those things. I should have left then--geeze that would have been a long time ago.


Anyway, he directs anger and centers it,and it is centered on me. He could afford a good attorney,.mine is now working free. There is no even playing field. But, that will be over soon. Its just figuring out the rest.....


And a whole day of estate sale readiness I guess....

so see yall tonight...and thank you for your sweet sweet spirits here.